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yours truly

rikangel

Learn it. Live it. Love it.　♥

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Used to think im older than my age,
Now i want to be younger.
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Making dreams come true one step at a time

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my 25th year

Monday, March 23, 2009

today is my birthday.
and it seems that i ain't that happy... or yes maybe its just my way of thinking.

i 'skipped' work today.. (haha i just wanted to use the word, though i really didn't 'skipped')
i had headaches, etc... and okay, i was a bit lazy. :p

i was looking for houses in the philippines.
kaye and i are thinking to just get a bank loan here, and buy a cheap house in pinas in cash coz it will be too late (i think) if we start to save money just now to buy a house.
but... sigh. it makes me depressed.
to see the difference of the house that i could afford to buy right now, and the house that we HAD back then.
i know i shouldn't think about that. its the past. and yet sometimes, i just can't help it.

maybe i really should wait about a year to have a baby?

aargh.. i don't know what i want now..
or i just want too many things that i couldn't have?

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