all dreams have different plots/stories but one cast was always there..
yes. its her.

the weird thing is, its not the unreasonable and selfish mother that i know, but the loving and caring mother that i wanted... and i have been having this dreams when i decided that want to be a mother too.
i wonder what could it mean...
it makes me sad when i wake up.

and today, it was not my mom but my father..
rather than a dream, it was a nightmare.

there we're men in my father's house and it was trying to kill him, so i went and killed the man instead. the others went away after.
then i went to meet friends like nothing happened..
the next day (in my dream) my father told me that they are coming back and is after me. he told me to go and ran away, and that he was going to handle it himself since he'd be soon gone anyways.
i was crying and hugged him goodbye.
i ran away, did not know where to go.
then i woke up.

soo depressing... :(
i want to cry now...

Labels: nightmare