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yours truly

rikangel

Learn it. Live it. Love it.　♥

Addicted to Online Shopping.
Blessed with a sweet and kind husband
Head over heels with my adorable daughter
Used to think im older than my age,
Now i want to be younger.
Loves sweets, sweets, sweets!
Likes the color pink.
Made it through the rain ^-~
Making dreams come true one step at a time

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pregnancy

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

i was happy last week...
when i finally learned that we are expecting.
yes, im pregnant.. for about 5 weeks now i guess..
(the first plan is to post it here after i visit my gyne again at the end of this month to be sure of the good news, but i need to vent so this is my pregnancy news post. sorry)

but now...
sigh.
i can't help but think that maybe we rushed things.
i badly wanted a baby, but i guess i wasn't thinking carefully back then.
it never came to my mind that pregnancy would be this tiring that i need to stop from working..
we are not financially prepared for that since recession isn't over yet.

and..
it seems that papsie isn't that happy either.
to think that a high percentage of my reason for wanting to be pregnant is him coz i want him to see his grandchild soon..
maybe he's thinking that why did we made such a hasty decision, when the world is in the middle of a crisis. which is true..

this is not what i expected.
its really depressing.. T.T