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rikangel

Learn it. Live it. Love it.　♥

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heloooo everyone!

Friday, August 06, 2010

first of all,
please pardon my uber nega-to-the-maximum-level past blog posts.
i'm sure you all understand that in some point of our lives, we just "lose it". LOL

i'm back(?) to living a happy life again.

thinking about it now, i guess we don't realize when are we really affected/stressed by something. from ppd, to parenthood, to losing a so called friend, to the never ending pelvis aches, job pressure, and all those changes in my life, etc. i thought i was over and done with it, i thought i was ok and everything was settled inside me, but i wasn't.

then one day, i found my old diary and by reading it, i got the chance to really reflect on myself. i saw the reason behind my emotions/reactions.

now i know myself more.

i still get irritated and hot tempered and pissed and whatever negativity there still is, but i could say i'm better in controlling my emotions. i try to see that person's side of the coin before making a comment about how they are. though there really are peeps who are so self righteous and self centered, i just can't imagine how someone could be like that! haha. well, i try to not mind those peeps now. ;P

anyway, so that's it with my it's-just-me-talking-blog post. hihi.
till next! :)

やっぱり何がストレスか…とか、ってその時期が終わってみないと解からない物なんだね。
理由はいろいろあったけど、今は腰以外の調子はバッチリ!　あの暴走も必要だったかもなッ。
整体に通ってるし、腰も１００%治るのも遠くはないでしょ＾＾　人生幸せだ！笑