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rikangel
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Addicted to Online Shopping. Blessed with a sweet and kind husband Head over heels with my adorable daughter Used to think im older than my age, Now i want to be younger. Loves sweets, sweets, sweets! Likes the color pink. Made it through the rain ^-~ Making dreams come true one step at a time links
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pregnancy
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
i was happy last week...when i finally learned that we are expecting. yes, im pregnant.. for about 5 weeks now i guess.. (the first plan is to post it here after i visit my gyne again at the end of this month to be sure of the good news, but i need to vent so this is my pregnancy news post. sorry) but now... sigh. i can't help but think that maybe we rushed things. i badly wanted a baby, but i guess i wasn't thinking carefully back then. it never came to my mind that pregnancy would be this tiring that i need to stop from working.. we are not financially prepared for that since recession isn't over yet. and.. it seems that papsie isn't that happy either. to think that a high percentage of my reason for wanting to be pregnant is him coz i want him to see his grandchild soon.. maybe he's thinking that why did we made such a hasty decision, when the world is in the middle of a crisis. which is true.. this is not what i expected. its really depressing.. T.T consecutive dreams
Wednesday, April 08, 2009
ive been dreaming about...guess who? my mother. all dreams have different plots/stories but one cast was always there.. the weird thing is, its not the unreasonable and selfish mother that i know, but the loving and caring mother that i wanted... and i have been having this dreams when i decided that want to be a mother too. and today, it was not my mom but my father.. there we're men in my father's house and it was trying to kill him, so i went and killed the man instead. the others went away after. soo depressing... :(
Labels: nightmare cherry blossoms
Monday, April 06, 2009
We went to see the cherry blossoms at the park in our neighborhood yesterday.. It was still a bit cold, not april-ish weather though... but we still enjoyed it. :) Labels: cherry blossoms bored on april fool's
Wednesday, April 01, 2009
im bored. so i just decided to post pics of myself lately. here it is.. hahah. i made it small so it wouldn't be that bugging.. :p Labels: boredom |
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